[×] Nothing makes me happy anymore. [VIPPER]

1 Name: VIPPER 1993-09-10015 13:22
Nothing makes me happy anymore. I spend time with my family, nothing. My favorite games, nothing. You think after surviving cancer you would want to do something with your life but, it just made me numb to everything. I don't feel I deserve to have survived. Someones parent or child could've had the treatment I did and lived instead.
2 Name: VIPPER 1993-09-10015 13:24
Do drugs.
3 Name: VIPPER 1993-09-10015 13:32
Survivors guilt?
Did you receive treatment with another person who didn't make it?
4 Name: VIPPER 1993-09-10015 13:43
No, I just feel like I should've died or I was meant to
5 Name: VIPPER 1993-09-10015 14:04
K fag
6 Name: VIPPER 1993-09-10015 14:11
Were you close to dying and at peace with it, only to go on the mend and not dying?
It might be your brain going "I had closure and then you don't even do it."
7 Name: VIPPER 1993-09-10015 14:16
I got it twice, I "cleared" the first time only for it to come back a few months later. Maybe my brain just feels it shouldn't have deserved a second chance. I'm not sure.
8 Name: VIPPER 1993-09-10015 14:30
Have you received any psychological help following your recovery?
Going through shit like that is rather traumatic, so it isn't weird if your brain is all over the place emotionally now.
If what was threatening to kill for a long time is suddenly gone, what is your brain to do with the fear and depression that suddenly doesn't have a source anymore?
It's gotten used to one state of being, so it doesn't know what to do with your current situation.
9 Name: VIPPER 1993-09-10015 14:35
Hmmm it doesn't take cancer to wish I were fucking dead. Alcohol cheers me up for a few hours, cooooomin over teens fucking old men gives me a reason to live. Check out Mandy dee in band of bastards... I just busted nut
10 Name: VIPPER 1993-09-10033 12:17
Do Americans really think politicians will follow through on their campaign promises? You guys can't still be that stupid, can you?
11 Name: VIPPER 1993-09-10075 16:27
A hand and a penis can make you happy!

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