>>1 Drugs won't help, music won't either, neither will porn or any form of escapism. The only that will is time and the will you're running from. Stand up yourself, become the person you hide from and allow yourself to find love again. Getting stuck on ex's will ruin you, and you will only realise this after you've destroyed yourself.
get over it now, or spend the rest of yr life regretting that you wasted all this time, and yr prime. trust.
also, focus on the bad times, all the good times were her just faking emotion. bitches es bitches. shes prob onto another dude already.