Should i livestream it.

1 Name: SuperFratBoyExtreme 2019-02-08 01:23
hello /newpol/, dunno if some of you were here yesterday, well, you all gave me advice on how should i do it, i searched etc... and you guys were right, 3 months are too much, i'm tired of life, unfortunately, i'l keep it with the 9mm, my objective is to hit the brain stem and die, i'm aiming for a painless/fast death, and anons agreed on this method, i'm thinking of hitting it with putting the 9mm in my mouth, but the problem is, what angle, and, on what website/app should i livestream it.

Don't come kind anons, it's fucking annoying, ive thought about it for 17, i made my choice and it won't stop me from doing it, so fuck off. Thanks.
2 Name: Anonymous 2019-02-08 02:04
If your serious you should really fucking reconsider it dude, its not worth it
3 Name: SuperFratBoyExtreme 2019-02-08 03:45
i'l need advice also for the flinching, as i heard i could flinch and fuck it up. And i'l livestream it on my phone, but the question is, where ?

my current plan is :

start the livestream
provide the livestream link on 4ct goatfinger, and i'l ask you to record it for me.
i'l wake up around 2-3am and i'l steal my father's car, and i'l check the safe code tomorrow's morning.
go and talk with anons, and other persons, while listening for a last time my playlist
will receive suicide advices etc...
when the playlist ends, i'l shoot myself.

the only way i'm not doing it, is someone snitching on me (friends etc...) or if i was'nt able to get the code, but keep in mind i'l do it. if it's not tomorrow, it will be another day, but OP WILL DELIVER.
4 Name: Anonymous 2019-02-08 04:35
no kind anons.
5 Name: Anonymous 2019-02-08 04:52
Life, however shitty it seems, is beautiful when it has its moments. Whats the point in wasting it?
6 Name: SuperFratBoyExtreme 2019-02-08 05:09
i don't remember how the gun is, but it's a 9mm, i think it's a Sig-Sauer SP 2022, or a beretta, i don't remember, i'm not a gunfag, and i can't get any other weapons coz i don't live in america (unlucky uh), so i hope it will do the job, as ive heard the gases do more damage than the bullet itself, even if i flinch, i have gud chances of at least injure the brain stem. But you pros have to confirm it.
7 Name: Anonymous 2019-02-08 05:43
Doing it on jewtube would be a refreshing change
8 Name: SuperFratBoyExtreme 2019-02-08 06:16
ye but i fear it would be rapidly taken down, dunno.
9 Name: Anonymous 2019-02-08 07:06
Why do you want to off yourself, OP?
10 Name: SuperFratBoyExtreme 2019-02-08 07:40
hate life, did since i was a intelligent enough to understand it as a kid. Depression got worse and worse, i lost emotions etc... (i sound edgy but unfortunately it's real.)
11 Name: Anonymous 2019-02-08 08:30
But what exactly made you hate life? your family? friends, if any? something that happened? im interested
12 Name: SuperFratBoyExtreme 2019-02-08 09:04
i also lost the feel of hunger, and i don't have sexual desires. I used to fap 1 a day, but it's been a week since i don't feel the urge. I guess i got throught the fapping addition, it's good i guess.
13 Name: SuperFratBoyExtreme 2019-02-08 09:54
everything, for a unknown reason, i think it's untreated severe depression or something like that.
14 Name: Anonymous 2019-02-08 10:44
i'l sound edgy once again, but just breething annoy me, etc...
15 Name: Anonymous 2019-02-08 11:35
It may not get taken down if you do it soon after starting, and call the stream something innocent.
16 Name: Anonymous 2019-02-08 12:42
Have you ever opened up to anyone, or have you just secluded yourself from everyone?
17 Name: SuperFratBoyExtreme 2019-02-08 13:49
yeah but the point is to listen a last time to my playlist, and it can take up to 30 min etc... I dunno.
18 Name: SuperFratBoyExtreme 2019-02-08 14:39
nope, always kept everything for myself, even to my psychiatrist who never guessed it.
19 Name: Anonymous 2019-02-08 15:29
If your dead serious, you need more then a psychiatrist SFBE, you need help
20 Name: SuperFratBoyExtreme 2019-02-08 16:55
nah, time for help is over, the only thing i feel is the urge to die.
21 Name: Anonymous 2019-02-08 19:45
Dont kill yourself faggot
22 Name: Anonymous 2019-02-08 22:54
hey, tell me a username so i can recognize you when i'l do the livestream ! :)
23 Name: Anonymous 2019-02-09 18:05
you doing it today or tommorrow?
24 Name: Anonymous 2019-02-09 22:32
>>1 Audacity, you flaming autist.

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